Hospital Visit…
Sorry I haven’t gotten back to anyone – today my internet decide to
work, praise God. I’ve been at the ER the last two days – my stupid
headaches/migraines have been acting up pretty bad and the neurologist
found a tumor on my pituitary gland, they don’t know if that’s what’s
causing the headaches – I’ve pretty much been waking up with a
headache and going to sleep with one every day since March when we
went to Utah.
Most days they’re bearable, I just deal with them – some days they’re
worse than others – some days they become migraines and become
unbearable – they’re basically very ANNOYING and hard to deal with but
unless they’re really bad I just try to push through because theres no
use complaining about it.
But the last few weeks just came to a head and I’ve felt overwhelmed I
guess with everything else going on and I started getting really
pissed off because this is not normal – I go to sleep hoping to wake
up not having a headache but it’s still there and yesterday after
being at the ER the day before all day having it again and having it
get worse and worse I just decided to go back and stayed all night
till this morning at 6am.
They gave a me a CT scan and it looks okay just the tumor on the MRI
which they don’t think is cancerous they’re just gonna keep an eye on
it to make sure it doesn’t grow – they don’t know if that’s what
causes my headaches, it could be hormonal because it’s on the
pituitary gland is the master gland which affects all the other glands
like the hormones so they’re sending me to the Endoncrinologist again
along with the Neuro again too.
Plus I have lots of scar tissue on my brain from my past trauma injury
on the left side where migraines are caused so it could be that too.
Or it could be the Hep C. Or the Fibromyalgia, or CFS. So basically
they don’t know. But they want me to follow up with the neuro cause
they said I have a loss of sensitivity in the left side of my body
when they did the neuro tests.
I’m going to try a new medicine every day to try to help the
headaches. I woke up with one today still. 
Oh well. It’s bearable.
I’m going on outreach tonight. I had a bunch of divine appointments at
the hospital too. I met a 67 year old heroin addict who let me pray
for him and we hung out and he told me his story and it was so sad. He
really wants to be set free. I met a few other people I was able to
share the Lord with too – so even if I didn’t get the help I wanted,
at least I know that I was there for a reason…
