What's up Lord?
I haven’t been writing blogs lately – I’ve been so busy – I’m actually (finally) writing my book fairly consistently. I’ve got a LONG way to go, but I feel like this is the time.
The Lord is doing something – I’m not exactly sure what – but I know that He’s moving and I’m going through some changes. I feel as if He wants me to move to the next level. He has been totally taking care of us big time – Daryl still isn’t working but everytime we need to pay a bill or just need spending money – it’s almost as if money drops from the sky (heaven) into our account or into the mailbox…
He is so faithful! Anyways, a couple of weeks ago a woman from the 700 Club called and interviewed me over the phone for almost two hours. Then just the other day a woman from the Dr. Phil show called me. She wanted to talk to someone who used to prostitute and could talk to a girl who they were going on the show. This young girl is prostituting and has a pimp and they want someone who will tell her that her boyfriend/pimp doesn’t love her and she’s throwing her life away prostituting etc. The sad thing is that although her boyfriend may not love her in a healthy way – he may in a sick dysfunctional way and the two of them are co-dependent of eachother. She is looking for love and acceptance and she needs Jesus so bad! They both do! I am no counselor – I don’t have anything to offer anyone really – except Jesus. If I wasn’t able to share the Lord with this girl how could I possibly say anything to really help her? I feel so inadequate.
Oh well. I don’t know if anything will come out of either phone interview or not – it’s just weird that both happened at just about the same time.
Almost five years ago the Lord told me that He would someday use me in the secular media to further His kingdom. I feel as if He is just giving me a little heads up – saying that He’s still going to do what He’s told me – by having these people call me…letting me know that I’m not crazy. Whether or not it will start happening now or later or much later – only God knows. All I know is that I need to be on my toes – walking obediently and in His perfect will.
The woman from Dr. Phil wanted to know if I could get any of the pimps to interview on camera. I spoke with a couple of them – and both said that they wouldn’t do it for free. So I didn’t bother asking any others.
Anyway, tomorrow is Sunday. Church day. Yeah! We’re going to Hollywood – Reality LA church – and later in the afternoon City of Praise Church in South Central. I LOVE both of those churches. City of Praise is a minimum of 6 hours long. (3pm-9pm) Worship is 2 hours or more. I LOVE IT! Last week the Pastor pulled me out and prophecied over me. I’m very picky of who prays or prophecies over me – but I felt good about him – and he was very accurate about what was going on with me. He also prophecied over Jackie about his calling – and was RIGHT ON.
I’m exhausted. Good exhausted – looking forward for tomorrow. Life is exciting! Thank You Jesus!
