Feeling Better
I feel a little better than yesterday, but IÄôve still been in bed most of the day.
I received a phone call from a woman from a Korean church in LA. She told me that her church is having an essay contest, with the first prize being $500.00. She thought that I might be interested in entering the contest.
Whoever enters the contest is to write about their testimony. A friend I met at Coffee House at the Dream Center told me about this over the weekend, and he gave my phone number to the woman who called me.
It sounds like a good opportunity. I have to send in my essay by February 28th.
Anyway, the weekend was nice, but like I mentioned before, I overdid it. The Prostitution Outreach went well – there were four new people that came out with us. A very good friend, Nadar – came out with us too. He used to lead the outreach, and I trained under him. HeÄôs living up north now, and is going to come back once a month to visit. It was great to have him come out with us again.
The streets where we usually go for the outreach was barricaded, (so there wasnÄôt much traffic) so there were only a few girls out there, and no pimps. We were able to pray with three of the girls.
I didnÄôt get much sleep after I got home from the outreach. My sister Tracy and my mom also called me to wish me a happy birthday that morning. (I think they mustÄôve forgotten that I didnÄôt get home until after 5am)
Then Daryl had something going onĶ (I knew it, first thing I got up that morning) he had planned a surprise party for me at the Spaghetti Factory. He invited all of my HFHY friends, and although I thought that it was very sweet – I was so tired and drained. (Not in a party mood) When he had asked me what I wanted to do for my birthday, I said nothing – and I meant it. I knew that IÄôd feel drained after to prostitution outreach so I didnÄôt want to make plans for anything.
But my mom had also bought a cake and wanted me to come over too, so after the Spaghetti Factory, we had to drive to my moms in Redondo Beach. After that, we had to drive to Hollywood Hills to DarylÄôs brothers house, to feed and take his brothers dog out. (His brother was out of town for the weekend) We mustÄôve gotten home after midnight.
On Sunday we went to service, and then went to have coffee with Nadar, and then the three of us went to a church in Pasadena, and got home after nine.
Now, IÄôm recuperating from the weekend. I knew since Saturday that if I didnÄôt slow down IÄôd be in trouble – but sometimes I think that I can try to ÄòtrickÄô my body into not getting sick. Not.
I am so grateful for my sweet husband going out of his way to do something nice for me – but weÄôve already agreed that he wonÄôt do anything like that for me again. (IÄôve never been crazy about surprises)
IÄôm not the kind of person who can put on a smiley face and act happy when IÄôm not – it shows, all over my face. I was so tired, I almost burst into tears when I saw everyone at the restarauntĶ and if I had, they wouldnÄôt have been tears of joy. I felt so bad, cause I know that I looked miserable that night.
Now IÄôm pooped again. IÄôm going back to bed! I expect to be good as new by Thursday. Please, Jesus!